i lost my mum she was only 56 i dont really cry but has changed me so much i dont look to the future i need to for my childrens sake. I have been on anti depressants for 4 years since her passing and i have just got over a violant realtionship which has gladly ended but i let people walk all over and only just realise this. I dont like doing anything dont deal with my finances or with problems i try to ignore they are not there i dont sleep to well and dont bother with myself have extreme low self esteem and dont feel i can accomplish anything at a dead end
