I am 16, and I am the peppy up beat girl in my friends. I help however when ever i can.In their eyes I don’t have problems. I never cry,I hold it in I don’t let people help me because I don’t feel like I’m worth the help. I feel like when ever I think I’m doing good, someone always tears me down.I don’t open up. I’m guarded, and I let a guy in, we were together for 9 months. Which for me was long time.Then he stops talking to me,I hear that he’s moving and I’m to afraid to talk to him about it, I try and he doesnt talk to me for 3 weeks.I cried I never left my room I barely ate.I feel like im not worth anyones love because i’ll f*** it up. But nobody wants to love me.I hate myself. I love holloween and dressing up because i dont have to be me anymore. Thats my story.thats it.
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Dear Dressed Up,
God made you up beat for your friends,
Satan uses it against you-” loving holloween/dressing up b/c i dont have to be me anymore”
God gave you puberty/horomones to BEGIN your adulthood,
Satan uses it against you-he wants you to be depressed, crying and “feel like im not worth anyones love”
DONT BELIEVE YOUR FEELINGS, Satan will sooooo use them against you!
Search for what is good. WWJD? Look it up.