I find that after a lifetime of chasing FREE ,free dreams ,that life was a big waste of time.My dreams will never and can never come true. I know there is no end to the rainbow. I know there is no pot of gold. The best that can happen to you is die before you get old. I know that everyone on earth is a liar,its nature . After a whole life I know that being happy is something you see on TV and never find anyone who knows it personally. Being alone in a dark place is the most satisfaction I ever get. Death can only be a pleasure the way I see it. Even whe I visited church ,I found too many phony liars who told everyone things were great. Don’t need those people in my life . I only need a true speaking companion who loves a wild exciting life.
